Lazada Jjang!

Yeyyyyyy. So happy sekarang ni walaupun tengah high fever. All thanks to Lazada. Muah muahhhhhh to Lazada team! :)

Last Rabu saya ada order powerbank from Lazada. It's my first time actually purchasing from them. Memandangkan last week is Lazada 2nd Anniversary so ada sale. So I just try my luck. Hihi

And jeng jeng jeng . . .

Seeeee! Ni lah powerbank saya. Gold Pineng powerbank. 11200mAH. Harganya cuma RM95 & free postage tau. Oh ya lupa, that day saya order from Lazada I got RM10 voucher. Sebenarnya harga powerbank nie RM105 tapi tolak voucher tu jadilah RM95. Hehehe

Sangat puas hati lah dengan service diorang. Cepat & tip top. Posmen siap hantar sampai depan rumah lagi tu & it's on Saturday!!!! Thanks abg posmen ;) 

Lepas ni takdelah nak kena cari plug sekeliling kampus lagi kalau nak mencharging gadget2. Wehuuuuu. Thanks again Lazada. Now,my first world problem is solved. :P

P/S: Nanti nakla beli brg dari Lazada lagi. Hikhik. And wanna try Zalora too. Tunggu elaun bulan April masuk hahahaha.

Regret

Sad. Insecure. Nervous. And REGRET.

This was about my yesterday exam. Not final exam but mid semester one.
However still. . .to score A for a subject, I need to do well during midterm cause it simply having 30% of overall marks for that particular subject.
Imagine if I can't even get at least 15% during midterm,what more to say during final?? Lagi susahhh lah nak score kalau midterm pun dah hancur.

Now I felt like regretting it because of not being well prepared yesterday. Yelah memang ada belajar sampai naik pusing tapi saya belajar seminggu sebelum exam. Mana cukup kan compare to my chinese friends yang sebulan sebelum exam dah struggle every day. I envy them for being so rajin tapi tak jugak nak rajinkan diri like them. Hahaha. Typical Bumi student :P

Tapi takpe. Esok masih ada one more paper and next week I have to sit for another two. Lepas nie janji akan jawab dengan teliti & baca betul-betul sebelum menjawab. Yesterday tu soalan senang sangat tapi sebab saya duduk lama-lama dalam hall,startlah gatal tangan ni nak tukar first choice answer. Tapi bila balik rumah then sedar yang first answer pulak yang betul. Mana tak menyesal dan meroyan saya balik tu hah..

Sebab tu people said,first choice is more likely to be the best one. Lain kali janji takkan duduk lama-lama dalam hall. Lepas ni,kalau rasa dah yakin dengan jawapan. I am gonna get my butt out of the exam hall & walk out like a boss even it's still early to finish & send paper to examiners. Haha.

Gone But Not Forgotten

MH370...

You are gone but will never be forgotten..
May God bless all the beautiful souls on board,both crews & passengers..

And to Indian Ocean. .

Keep them safe,
Hug them,
Throw away all the fear,
Take good care of them,
Until we come to take them HOME. .

To families & friends,

Stay strong.
Whole world is praying with you & for you.
We will never let you walk alone.
We feel your sadness.
Remember, God always have a better plan for us the child of Him.

To Ministers and all the SAR team. .

God is with you all..
Our prayer is with you..
Stay strong & may all your hardwork brings some answer to it towards the end of the day.
Thank you for being so strong these few days.
Thank you for always doing your very best.

Remember, GOD IS GREAT! Nothing is imposibble for Him. I believe He will shows us the reasons behind all this later or sooner.

Lastly..

Dear MH370, we love you.. we miss you.. wherever you are,please shows us some clue. We will come to get you.

Thanks.

True Colour

Being together after few months and then seeing them everyday, I get to see the true colours.
Maybe it's just me that is trying to ignore things being done to me but all I know is this is not fair anymore.

Sudah puas diambil kesempatan,sudah puas dipijak kepala. Sekarang masa untuk showing my rebel side.

Kalau dulu, keluar pun aku yang banyak tolong bayarkan. NO MORE THIS TIME.
Kalau dulu, aku buat tak tahu barang aku diguna sesuka hati. CUKUPLAH SETAKAT NIE.
Kalau dulu sesuka hati kau nak alih barang-barang aku and ambil ikut suka mak bapak kau je. KALI NI AKU AKAN BERSUARA.

Entahlah, aku tak mintak kawan perfect but at least hormatlah sikit dengan barang-barang aku. Ni sesuka hati nak guna barang, sesuka hati nak bawak balik kawan. Ingat kau sorang bayar sewa rumah ni???

Takpe,memang dah selalu tertulis hidup aku akan terkena bala sial. Biarlah aku sial sengsorang. From now on, I will go on for my right & takkan buat fake smile lagi kalau tengok kau buat semua benda yang kat atas tu.

Lantaklah kau nak fikir aku berkira or kau nak jaja dengan kawan-kawan engkau aku nie kedekut. Biarlah,aku tak kesah!!

Aku tak peduli walaupun kawan-kawan engkau ingat aku sombong or whatsoever,janji korang tau aku sebenarnya tak suka korang datang tanpa nak tanya dulu or inform awal. Main redah je yeee. Ingat macam rumah dia pulak.

Mom, sorry I can't be the daughter you expect me to be. Nak kena rendahkan diri jaga hati orang. Sori sebab kakak can't do that anymore.
Dad,sorry I can't be like you yang sentiasa bersabar dalam apa jua keadaan sekalipun. I just can't because I am a bad girl.

Sorry,kadang-kadang limit sabar tu akan sampai jugak. I just can't tolerate no more!

The Journey just began. . .

This is my second entry for today. Dah terlebih rajin mcm ni la gayanya,kalau dah malas berbulan pulak tak bukak blog ni haaa.

Okay,straight to the point. Entry ni utk adik batch 1996 yg harini dapat result SPM. Tahniah utk yg result cemerlang and to those yg kurang cemerlang,jgnlah bersedih. Keep calm & move on. Sebab ni hanyalah permulaan dunia sebenar dalam bidang akademik.

Actually setiap kali SPM keluar,teringatlah dulu (2009) masa saya pun dpt SPM result. Tipu tak berdebar tapi saya cuba redha dgn result yg saya dapat. Yes,I can't fulfill my parent's wish tapi tetap bersyukur sebab manage to get 7A's and another 2B's. Both Biology dgn Fizik lah yg mengada nak jugak B. Hahaha. Still remember muka my mom yg agak kecewa and muka my dad yg mcm org dh punah harapan. I am such a bad daughter atm sebab tak mampu nak bagi apa parents nak kan? Tapi as time goes by,mak dgn ayah okay jee walaupun takde party nak celebrate SPM result mcm PMR or UPSR. Hahaha. Sedih jugaklah time tu.

So to adik semua,pilihlah betul betul nak masuk uni mana & nak ambik course apa. And masa memilih ni,pertimbangkan sebaiknya. Jgn menyesal kemudian hari. Yelah,kalau course tu kita tak suka tapi kita ambil jugak smpai grad & kerja dgn benda kita xsuka is not a great thing. Doing thing with passion is the best thing to do. Jadi kalau nak jadi doktor,fikir 100 kali,sanggup tak adik adik korbankan masa and spend more w your patients. And kalau nak jadi cikgu,sgp tak mendidik anak bangsa dgn hati yg ikhlas dan mengharap mereka berjaya jd insan yg bguna? And the same goes to other courses.

Rasanya sampai ni je la kot. Okbai adik adik. Goodluck!!

I just can't said these things. .

Okay,this is my weakness.

I can't help myself to say NO or YOU CAN'T USE THIS COZ IT'S MINE.
Or maybe PLEASE PAY BACK MY MONEY YOU BORROW BECAUSE I NEED THEM NOW
Or PLEASE PAY YOUR PART OF THESE STUFFS WE BOUGHT

I am afraid to said all those..
Because when I did "hutang" my friend or I use their money first to pay things,I will try my best to pay as soon as I can.
I feel ashamed if I pay them very late.

So guys,any tips for me to be more confident to say those words?
I am tired of being used sometimes but I don't know how to gather strength to said those words.
Oh God,I just can't!!!!

I wish I am like some other friends that will ask confidently from others what they are supposed to claim.
But me? I am always like this.
Guess that's why I always being the one that "kena pijak kepala".
Huhuhuhuhu.

Help please anyone. This is my biggest problem in life.

Setengah Jalan

Tak terasa pulak Sem II nie dah masuk Week 5. Nih maksudnya dah xboleh add/drop subjek lagi. Kalau berniat sedemikian,memang possible tapi sediakan awal la duit hang 100 hengget. Haha. Utk byr denda tu sbb tak reti arahan yg add/drop smpai week 4 je.

Sedar tak sedar,dah nak cuti midsem. Kalau dah nak cuti tu,mestilah kena test dulu. So,saya punya test next week. Melambak tests melambak jugaklah esaimen dgn projek lagi tak siap. Kill me!!

Next week ada 2 tests. Satu tu essay memanjang,satu lagi pasal database. Haa,yg pasal database ni la yg plg saya takot. Yelah,saya ni budak buta IT. Haritu nak create database pun dah terkial-kial tau masa in class praktikal. Nampak sgt IQ pasal komputer sgt rendah. HAHAHA.

Apepun,tips nak score any subjek nie..kenalah score midterm die. This is what Mr.Love selalu pesan kat saya. Saya bukan dgr cakap Mr.Love tu sebab I Love Him. NOO!! :P.

Semua sebab dia inspirasi saya dalam akademik. He's doing very well dalam akademik tapi kuat jugak bermain. That's why la saya jeles sebab mcm mana la dia dpt berjaya so why not me? Hehe. Tapi jeles dlm hal ni xpe,bagus utk masa depan. Persaingan sihat ni. Hahaha.

Sem lepas pointer cukup makan je so sem ni nak la jugak naikkan sikit bagi dekat dgn DL. Kalau dh berjaya naikkan,bolehlah boost lagi utk sem seterusnya. Ye dak? Nak jugak merasa DL tu sebab Mr.Love last sem dpt DL so kira nak equal la dgn dia kan. Haha,memang takkan habis sifat cemburu saya nie. :P

Tapi cemburu tu cemburu jugak,sem ni sem last Mr.Love. With God's blessing,bulan 11 tahun nie gradlah beliau. Aminnnn sangat. So,of course my campus life will be different w/out him. Selama nie,dialah kawan,dialah lawan,dialah cikgu,dialah ibu,dialah bapa saya kat sini. :')

Jadi,diharap setengah jalan lagi (sem ni) akan berlalu dgn penuh memori indah between us. Nanti kalau org tu dh grad,mestilah susah nak jumpa lagi mcm skrg kan? Lainlah kalau dia smbung Master ke kat sini lagi. Ini harapan saya tau! Hahaha. Say what u wanna say tapi saya mmg suka kalau dia sambung Master kat sini & we can see each other (oftenly) again. HAAHAHA. *ketawa selfish* :P

Ohhh no,dah nak jam 12. Nak merapu panjang lagi tapi esok kelas jam 8. Huhuhu. I just hate 8 am classes. Byeeeeee :'(