DiciplineLESS

Wednesday, my free day of the week.

No class and as usual no plan since other friends are having lecture.

I must say that I am quite free since I changed my field.

Just because all the generics & electives subjects can be transferred and I don't have to retake everything.

That's an advantage for me actually.

But I am so sick of my attitude.

The so disciplineLESS me.

I haveeeeeee way more free time than others but I tend to waste that precious time & doing nothing whole day.

Struggling so hard to be hard working & do revision during no class day but end up I will do nothing the whole day. 

Please anybody suggest me any ways to change for better?

I am kinda depressed thinking about this but I think my study pattern/style is not that effective.

Help please.

Takziah

Hari Ahad ni saya pandai bangun awal pulak.
And kewajipan setiap pagi memang akan pegang henpon pastu terus scroll TL Twitter.
Memang habit dah,macam baca news je tiap hari.

Then pagi ni ternampak tweet org yang ada eksiden dekat Jalan Kuching-Serian.
2 maut & 2 parah. Yes memang eksiden selalu berlaku tapi kali ni it involves our university student.
Junior saya lah sebab dieorg baru umur 20.
Semua lelaki,balik ke Kuching sebab esok kan kelas dah nak mula.
Tapi tak sangka lain pulak yang jadi.
Kesian sangat kat dieorg & of course their family yang jauh. (FYI,they are from Bintulu)

Takziah diucapkan kepada mereka. May God bless your souls.

To their family,be strong. Esp the parents. Mesti hancur remuk hati bila dgr berita yang anak dah pergi sekelip mata mcm tu. Huhu.

So people pls drive safely. Memanglah ajal itu dimana-mana tapi marilah kita sama mngurangkan risiko yang boleh membahayakan nyawa.

Again.. Takziah diucapkan. Let us pray for them so they rest in peace! :')

Terharu Bersyukur Terima Kasih TUHAN.

Mak kol . .
Cakap ada suprise. .
Then she said "Kakak,next sem lah we buy a car for you. So study hard. Mak & ayah akan uruskan sebelum kau masuk sem bulan 9 nanti"
Sumpah sangat terharu sebab mak & ayah berusaha & sentiasa bagi yag terbaik untuk anak-anak.
I love you both sooo much.
Kakak janji akan study bersungguh-sungguh lagi.
Takkan pegi kelas lambat.
And yes janji akan drive safely.
Terima kasih Tuhan atas kurnianMU.

Bersabarlah menghadapi kesukaran kerana yang terbaik akan tiba jua kelak.
Happy sangat sebab masalah utama akan selesai tak lama lagi.

Again,thanks God. Thank you mom thank you dad.

Ho ho ho li dayyyyyyy.

Hai helo haluuuu people!
I am so happy finally it's holiday.
Though it's just one week break but I feel like I needed it so much.
One week is enough for me to catch back my breath and feel free for at least a while.

So,happy holiday to friends from other uni.
Spend your holiday well.
Get busy later cause now is ENJOY & RELAX TIMEEEEE :)

Grandmama.

Grandma. 

I believe everyone has one.

Me? I have fives grandma. 

1st: Dad's real mom.

2nd: Mom's real mom.

3rd: Dad's adopted mom.

4th: Mom's adopted mom.

5th: Mom's stepmom (new wife of my grandpa on the mother side)

Yeah,that's my family. Kinda crowded if everybody is gathering inside one house so we need two houses. Kidding.

Today,my aunty (dad's side) post a pic (a very old one) of grandma,my dad & herself back in the year 1982 something.

Grandma wasssss so pretty & young back then. And that pic makes me miss her moreeee.

But she's no longer w me here,she's in Heaven with God.

Out of my five grandmamas, only Mom's real mom (2nd grandma) and Mom's stepmom (5th grandma) that are with me still. And I love all my five grandmama equally.

Okay back to 3rd grandma (Dad's adopted mom). I live w her when I was young. She is that grandma who stay w us out of my five grandmothers. She died eleven years ago due to cancer. And now I still feel like she's w us everyday. 

She's kind,pretty & lovely. She's the one that always defends us everytime Mom's mad at us. She's like our protector & our bff. If Mom prohibited us from taking any junk food,we always ask from her then she'll buy for us. :') That's her love.

Dear Inek,

I love you always.

May your soul be blessed & I believe now you're happy on the other side with your lovely husband.

One day,I'll come & meet you.

Please watch over me & others from the above.

We really are missing you.

RIP. 

Aunty,Grandma & My Dad ^^

Lazada Jjang!

Yeyyyyyy. So happy sekarang ni walaupun tengah high fever. All thanks to Lazada. Muah muahhhhhh to Lazada team! :)

Last Rabu saya ada order powerbank from Lazada. It's my first time actually purchasing from them. Memandangkan last week is Lazada 2nd Anniversary so ada sale. So I just try my luck. Hihi

And jeng jeng jeng . . .

Seeeee! Ni lah powerbank saya. Gold Pineng powerbank. 11200mAH. Harganya cuma RM95 & free postage tau. Oh ya lupa, that day saya order from Lazada I got RM10 voucher. Sebenarnya harga powerbank nie RM105 tapi tolak voucher tu jadilah RM95. Hehehe

Sangat puas hati lah dengan service diorang. Cepat & tip top. Posmen siap hantar sampai depan rumah lagi tu & it's on Saturday!!!! Thanks abg posmen ;) 

Lepas ni takdelah nak kena cari plug sekeliling kampus lagi kalau nak mencharging gadget2. Wehuuuuu. Thanks again Lazada. Now,my first world problem is solved. :P

P/S: Nanti nakla beli brg dari Lazada lagi. Hikhik. And wanna try Zalora too. Tunggu elaun bulan April masuk hahahaha.

Regret

Sad. Insecure. Nervous. And REGRET.

This was about my yesterday exam. Not final exam but mid semester one.
However still. . .to score A for a subject, I need to do well during midterm cause it simply having 30% of overall marks for that particular subject.
Imagine if I can't even get at least 15% during midterm,what more to say during final?? Lagi susahhh lah nak score kalau midterm pun dah hancur.

Now I felt like regretting it because of not being well prepared yesterday. Yelah memang ada belajar sampai naik pusing tapi saya belajar seminggu sebelum exam. Mana cukup kan compare to my chinese friends yang sebulan sebelum exam dah struggle every day. I envy them for being so rajin tapi tak jugak nak rajinkan diri like them. Hahaha. Typical Bumi student :P

Tapi takpe. Esok masih ada one more paper and next week I have to sit for another two. Lepas nie janji akan jawab dengan teliti & baca betul-betul sebelum menjawab. Yesterday tu soalan senang sangat tapi sebab saya duduk lama-lama dalam hall,startlah gatal tangan ni nak tukar first choice answer. Tapi bila balik rumah then sedar yang first answer pulak yang betul. Mana tak menyesal dan meroyan saya balik tu hah..

Sebab tu people said,first choice is more likely to be the best one. Lain kali janji takkan duduk lama-lama dalam hall. Lepas ni,kalau rasa dah yakin dengan jawapan. I am gonna get my butt out of the exam hall & walk out like a boss even it's still early to finish & send paper to examiners. Haha.