Eye's Operation?

Okay,this will be a short and simple entry.

Ada tak sapa sapa kat sini yang parents or grandparents korang pernah buat pembedahan mata (untuk buang selaput mata)?

Is it a dangerous operation or just a minor one? Is it really okay to get rid of that "selaput mata"?

I am asking because my dad will have his operation day soon. I wonder what is the side effects after the operation. I do hear some rumors saying they can't be exposed to sunlight. Not to sure if this is a correct info.

So if you people have some good tips to share,please kindly drop your comment below. I do need them for my daddy. And please if you have time,pray for my daddy too. Thanks guys.

Simple Sweet Sour Saturday.

I just feel like wanna write something in English about my 1st March. It falls on Saturday & yey cause it's weekend. Sad thing is the TYT is being appointed today (recent one: TYT Pehin Sri Taib) and we have no holiday even if Sarawak changes TYT & Chief Minister. Hmm. Sorry but I just loved holiday way too much. Hahahahaha.

So how do I spend my day?
It's been an sweet & simple Saturday for me.
Okay,let's me summarize my first day of March.
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Waking up & realized that I'm a bit late so I go straight to the kitchen to cook spagethi for Mr.Love cause he promised me to come in the morning to eat breakfast together. Luckily,everything is well cooked & he enjoyed my very own handmade spagethi for him. Hehehehe

Then the most interesting part of the day come! I learned how to drive a car w Mr.Love today. Lols sounds funny when a person with driving license still learns how to drive but my driving skills had been rusting long long time agooooo. I drive like a crazy person but luckily didn't knock any car & safely arrived at home. But I think I am quite satisfied with my achievement in driving today. I can now drive on the road with a little more confident but entering parking space like HELL!!!! I AM JUST SO BAD AT PARKING SPACE!!!:(

As for wrap of terrible driving lesson,we go to Summer Mall & yessss Love bought me new shirt. And I am happy again & totally forgot about my TERRIBLE PARKING SKILLS. Hahahaha.

To end the beautiful sweet & sour Saturday,we both spend hours singing on karaokeparty. *A website where we can sing online & they will show us the marks we get after singing* It's very funny but we had too much fun.

For today,I am happy with my start for March. Hope March will bring you people happiness too. But remember this, A LIFE W/OUT A MISTAKE IS BORING. So,please do mistakes sometimes and learn. Like what I did during my driving lessons :P

What I Want This Year.

Okay marilah sama sama kita mencoret wishlist 2014. Yes I know it's March already tapi tak kisahla nak start write all wishlist bulan apa pun kan? :P

So,bawah nie bunch perkara impian yang I wish I can accomplish within this year 2014. With God bless,I knew all iz well. ^_^

1. Score 3.5 untuk sem ni (dekan ni so amin utk saya byk3 hehe). So have to work harder sebab ada subjek 4 credit hours. Nothing is impossible kalau rajin kan? Plus,mestilah nak kena dapat result bagus sikit dari sem lepas kan? Okay,ini lah impian jangka masa pendek yg saya sanggup dapatkan dgn apa jua cara. Haha

2. Asah bakat memandu. Okay,this one sounds weird tapi ni la azam yang mesti diaccomplish utk sem ni. Oh ya dan esok akan memulakan kelas pertama dgn Mr.Love. Yes,saya dah ada lesen memandu & fyi lesen dah lepas P tapi still masih tak berani nak bawa kereta on the road for real. Hahaha. Saya ni memang agak pengecut sikit sbb syg nyawa sgt katakan. Jadi silalah doakan saya akan berjaya jugak memandu sendiri lepas sem ni habis ye semuanya :')

3. Pergi Kubah waterfall sebelum sem ni habis. Wish yang ni dari sem lepas lagi sbnrnya tapi disebabkan last sem stamina mcm hampeh so tak tercapai lah hajat nak pegi Kubah waterfall. Naik Gunung Serapi tak sampai stgh jalan ke simpang waterfall tapi dah tercungap so terpaksalah Mr.Love ajak patah balik sbb takut saya pengsan tgh jalan. Hahahaha. But i pity him sebab tak dapat nak mandi waterfall on that day. Takpe,sem ni janji akan dapat sampai jugak waterfall tu.

4. Nak kurus. Hahahaha. Ini adalah impian setiap gadis Malaysia dan seluruh dunia kot. Saya nak kurus ni bukan sebab nak cantik tapi bersebab tau. Almaklumlah semua pants dah tak muat so azamnya mcm ni. Either beli new pants or kuruskan badan so boleh jimat duit sebab boleh guna pants lama. Hihi. Lagipun sjak berat naik ni,mcm mcm je la rasa sakit kat badan. So berkuruslah dgn berpada,jgn kurus sgt pulak mmg xenak mata ibu memandang nanti konfem kena lecture pesal kering pulak. Harap dapatlah kurangkan sikit kg dlm badan ni. Haha. So far,agak rajin jugak skipping ptg2. A good sign I guess. Hoho

Setakat ni, empat benda atas ni je kot wishlist. Upcoming list akan menyusul kalau tetiba rasa nakkan sesuatu nanti. I'm sure y'all pun ada jugak 2014 wishlist kan?Pls share w me too. Hehe. Kbai.

Ohanna

Hai hello anyeong~
Ahad ni saya dah spend dgn berfaedah sekali rasanya sepanjang 2014. Hehe. Bgn pagi je terus pg mandi lepas tu mencapai tuala utk lap meja study,rak buku,kerusi,drawer baju & almari. Habis berkilat satu bilik. And now saya puas hati dapat duduk bilik yang dah zero-dust. Oh ya atas tu tulis Ohanna tapi bawah ni merapu pasal bilik yg berdebu pulak kan,sorry saya punya skill penulisan mmg ada teruk sikit. That's why both my BM & BI xdpt A+ kot masa SPM. Haha
Thing here is,sepanjang mengemas tadi dlm kepala asyik terfikir ibu & ayah di kampung sana. Tahun ni (2014), ibu saya akan mencecah umur 57 y/o while my dad pulak 62 y/o. Anak dia ni baru je 22y/o and masih menuntut di IPTA lagi pulak tu. So,tu yg buat hati tetiba rasa sendu pulak bile mengenangkan how my parents struggle for past 8 years utk menanggung perbelanjaan saya nie. Yela,sebab dari 2005 saya dah duduk Kuching. Means dari Form 1 dah mulalah saya ni membebankan both my parents dgn belanja yg agak tinggi berbanding adik yg hanya belajar di Kapit. But sending me to SBP is my parent's decision jugak dulu so for like 2 years la kat SainsKu tu memang stress sebab asyik nak salahkan parents je pesal perlu nak hantar pegi sekolah asrama jauh dari rumah kan. Tapi,syukur kepada Tuhan if my parents didn't do what they did in 2005,maybe skrg ni saya adalah hanya seorang gadis yg menunggu masa utk dikahwinkan saja dgn mana2 pemuda kampung. Kahkahkah.
Yela,sebab saya ni bukan budak genius..masuk SBP baru sedar sikit nak belajar lebih kuat sbb malu tgk kawan2 lain pandai2 belaka. Hehe. (dulu zmn skolah,mmg muka average je,that's why xmenonjol sbb nak kata top xjugak,nak kata last student xjgak so cikgu xberapa kenal sgt) HAHA.
So,setelah meluangkan masa lebih kurang 10 minit flashback kehidupan sejak 8 tahun lepas then saya sedar yang saya telah sgt lama membebankan parents dgn belanja saya. Nak lagi hidup uni skrg,makinlah besar belanja sebab makan dh tanggung sndri. Hmmm. Sebab tu lah,saya nak berterima kasih kepada both my parents sebab walaupun tak bergaji tinggi macam org lain & hidup serba sederhana selama ni tapi saya sebagai seorg anak yg bukannya asal keluarga senang masih dapat meneruskan kehidupan study mcm org lain.Syukur kerana masih jugak cukup makan pakai seperti org lain. :')
Sebenarnya,saya ni dah xsabar nak grad & then tanggung ibu dgn ayah pulak tapi sebenarnya ayah rupanya ada plan yg lebih jauh ke depan dari apa yg saya bygkn. Yela,saya bayangkan by June 2016 saya akan start guna kudrat yg xseberapa ni cari rezeki utk senangkan parents tapi ayah pula menyimpan harapan supaya saya dapat sambung Master pulak. Sungguh tak percaya bila ayah suarakan impian dia masa cuti sem lepas. Sebab ayah yg hanya berlatar belakangkan sekolah rendah (zmn British dulu) tapi ada impian nak tgk anak2 smbg belajar lebih dari Degree holder. I love you so much Dad! I will try to do my best to make our dream (me & you) come true.
Okay,so skrg saya hanya perlu maintain result macam sem lepas la utk mencapai impian kami ni bersama-sama. May God have mercy! Hihi. Jadi semua,ingatlah pengorbanan ayah & ibu tak kira betapa berjayanya anda sekrg sbb anda berjaya kerana mereka. Setinggi-tinggi manapun pangkat kamu,ingatlah asalmu. Yerrr falsafah songsang ni. Haha. Till then,goodbye.

New Life. New Goal. New Spirit.

Year ago, I am an engine student. But last sem, I change field and go for Finance instead. One semester w Finance makes me breath like other normal students that go to class w eagerness to study. I admit that maybe engineering is a 'hot item' courses for today's industry but I finally found a place where I feel I belong. 2 years is quite a long time for me to fit in as engine student but I just can't love what I learned. Everything is more like 'memorizing knowledge' to me. I memorize everything & then it will be gone like wind. Glad that I am brave enough to talk w my parents and have courage to change my field. Yes,I am supposed to grad next year if I'm still an engine student but now things change a bit. I have to grad a year later than my other friends. But this never bother me. As long as I'm doing well,whether graduating earlier or later..it doesn't matter. One semester w Finance, I am a girl w no basic of either accountancy or economics. Lecturers do help me a lot & I'm grateful that I can get result that I dream to have from long time ago. Hard work do pay but if you do something w interest and eagerness to know what's happening next,it gives extra impact for you to succeed. Now I have a big plan for my future 2017. Hoping that I achieved what I want by this big changing that I made. So,my advice is..find what fits your soul. I remember when my aunty said that if I apply for teacher trainee after SPM,it'll be a great loss cause I score in SPM. Back then,I just follow what elders said but now I regret for not applying Maktab. Seriously,regret always comes later. For you who still in phase of choosing,choose wisely. Listen to yourself not others around you.

Blackberry Curve 9360

Hai guys,what you all doing? Hmm,sekarang nie Carol sangat sedih guys because i lost my most precious thing in life,my Blackberry. Huhuhu. Semalaman Carol nangis sebab sangat shock and Carol mmg rasa kehilangan sebab BB la jadi penolong Carol nombor satu. Carol online guna BB,discussion dgn kawan pun semua thru bbm. Thats why Carol rasa kehilangan dan sedih sangat. Anyway,ada kawan Carol nampak sorang laki nie ambik my phone and sekarang instead of fokus dengan final exam,Carol pergi sana sini try track the guy that took my phone. Carol rasa that guy mmg berniat nak curi phone Carol sebab kalau dia memang baik hati sebab tgk hp tercicir,memang dia takkan off phone tu sebab Carol call berkali2 tak dapat and kawan2 tolong send bbm pun tak delivered. Sygnya pencuri tu lupa kot yg blackberry nie tak macam phone lain. Tak kira jual ke mana pun atau reset mcm mana sekalipun,bb pin Carol tu akan still the same. Carol sedih sebab student uni nie pun ada hati busuk nak g curi2. Dhla pelajar kejuruteraan,mmg Carol bet yg org mcm nie nanti in future akan kuat makan rasuah. Huh! Sorryla guys,im very angry and not in the mood nak tulis bahasa bagus2. Kalau boleh nak bahasa menyumpah tapi Carol dah marah sampai nak sumpah ape pun tak tau dah. Guys,Carol minta korang doakn Carol jmpa org tu and dia ngaku ambik phone Carol. :')

Titanium

Hai guys. Its been a long timeeee since last Carol update this blog. Kesian blog nie berdebu. Acane nak kumpul duit kat nuffnang kalau nak update pun malas kan? Haha. Booo myself for that.
Why Titanium? Haaa,setelah lama tak menjenguk blog sebab super busy dengan study,hari nie Carol berkesempatan bawak laptop besar gedebak nie g library then kat sini connection super fast so sementara tunggu member semua siapkan projek, Carol berblogging la kejap. Hewhewhew.
Lagu Titanium nie asyik asyik berdendang kat fikiran Carol lately. Maybe this song suit me the best now. Im fighting for myself in life. Try my best to survive no matter how people eagerly wanna take me down tapi setiap kali tu jugak Carol bangkit. Carol sekarang dh berubah sikit. Tak peduli sgt dgn org lain. Dulu pantang kawan ada masalh je start la Carol busy bagai anjing nak beranak nak g tolong kawan tu but not now. Carol lebih suka buat hal sendiri sebab buat hal sendiri sendiri untung and Carol tak perlu nak fikir pasal org lain dah. Unless kawan2 yang memang rapat dengan Carol so Carol will still care dengan dieorg walaupun kami duk jauh2. As my besties Christine said,now its time for us to take care of ourseves. Be a little selfish or we wont survive. So,adik adik yg sekolah lagi,kat Uni kehidupan kita jauh berbeza. Masa ni lah korang akan kenal macam2 jenis kawan. Kawan parasit kawan sejati kawan tumpangan kawan gossip kawan senang kawan susah dan macam2 ada. Hehe. Tapi Carol nak pesan,kena hati hati dengan kawan parasit. Jenis mcm nie dok menumpang masa senang jeeee. Ingat kita hidup kat dunia ni nak tanggung dia je? Sorrylah,we're friends but we will never be family. Kawan kawan jugak,kalau asyik dok menyusahkan, Carol pesan korang blah je dari kawan jenis nie. Haha. Emo pulak kan? Takpe just for sharing je. Maybe my opinion is wrong but it is my opinion. Papepun.kita masing masing ada hak sendiri. Ingat tu! Jangan biar org lain kontrol hidup kita. We have fully control of our own life. Kalau mak atau bapak yg kontrol takpela jugak,nie baru kawan je ada hati nak kontrol bagai kan??! Haaaa. Hehe. So,marilah bersama2 jadi Titanium mcm dlm lagu tu. "You shoot me down but I wont fall,Im TITANIUM" Hehehe. Tak kira mcm mana sekalipun halangan kat depan kita,keep on walking and going. Work hard will pay you the best reward. ^_^
Okay,rasanya cukuplah sampai sini jeee. Carol bukan tak nak buat entry pasal PRU13 tapi pegi mengundi pun Carol belum layak sebab tak daftar jadi maybe next PRU barulah Carol share pulak experience sebagai first voting experience. Hehe. Babaiiiii. *_^