P.E.A.C.E ? ? ?

I need peace in ME.

Peace is going too far and leaving me behind lately.

Mr & Mrs Peace, please come back to me so I can do my works and live my life better.

You two are my long lost BFF.

I admit without two of you, I can't going anywhere :(

I am here,stuck with my problems,with my angers,with my childishness,with no maturity......

I can't move on and find a solution to all of things that come because you two are not here with me,anymore.. :(

Too many things bother me,not just people but also other issues.

I just want to settle them all and move on but I can't if I have no PEACE inside me.

That might lead me to do wrong solution for each and every single actions that I took in the future.

How can I get you back?

Pray?

Yes,I will.

But,sometimes,as human, I always forgot to pray everyday.

I pray when I needed something from HIM.

That's my weakness as human being.

I have to fix everything before it's too late.

I will not change who I am.

Because I love who I am and the way I live my life.

It's just that I am walking in a wrong path so now all I have to do is fixing them so I can get back on track again.

I really need peace because after all the problems with people and works,it will all affecting my study progress.

I am here not to please people everyday and do others unnecessary works but to STUDY and GAIN KNOWLEDGE so one day I'll bring back a degree and makes my family and myself happy. :)

And now, I seek hard to find peace so no one hurts with my actions and I am happy with all works I do.

:)

Love,

Carol :*