Mid Semester Exam.

Hello guys! How's your day? Mine is good so far the only bad thing is lazy me. LOL
So have you guys (IPTA friends) finish your midsem exam? If you do then it's great. Congrats & enjoy the temporary freedom as much as you can. Bahahaha. You know final is coming too.
Me? I haven't done yet. Still there are two more papers in pending mode. One is Managerial Accounting & another is Financial Management. Both are "my own" killer subjects. Yeah because my friends semua pandai maaaa. Saya saja kurang bijak sikit tapi syukur dapat masuk universiti owwww. Haha

So since I need to revise more, can't update much here tonight. Jenguk sini pun sebab bosan masa "typical take 5" sebab takdak teman nak sembang haaaa. Housemate budak UiTM & bila dia cuti tinggallah budak Unimas ni sengsorang. Sobs.

Last word, pray for me guys! I hope I can do well for both papers. Yelah harapkan doa korang sebab saya ni pemalas sikit HAHAHAHA. Okay that's nonsense!! What's a prayer w/out an effort kan? Hewhew. I know I know. Just kidding tu harapkan doa je utk berjaya. Hehe. Tata ;)

Bagai Anjing Nak Beranak.

Hai guys! How are y'all today? Semua sihat2 kan? C harap korang sihat2 hendaknya =)

C sekarang nie sebenarnya menunggu jam 2 sebab nanti C ada satu paper. Strength of Material punya paper. Hmmm. C susah hati sgt sekarang and memang keadaan C macam anjing nak beranak. Nak duduk tak senang,nak berdiri tak senang. Pokoknya C memang TAK TENANG sangat2 sekarang nie. Huhuhuhu. ='(

C pun tak tau kenapa boleh jadi mcm nie saat2 akhir nak exam tapi apa2 pun C berdoa supaya dapat jawablah semua soalan dengan baik nanti. I must get an A for this paper! Sebab tu kot C tertekan sangat2. I give too much pressure on myself. Yelah,C taknak kesalahan sem lepas berulang kembali. C nak betulkan kesalahan C sem lepas. So,I must do my best today ;)

Semoga C dapat buat yang terbaiklah yaaa guys =') Im desperately in need of getting an A for this subject T.T

Look at the picture bawah nie. Macam nielah keadaan C sekarang. Just that I have hair :P Haha.

However,C tau God always pay you what you deserve. Diharap C dapatlah hasil yang setimpal dengan usaha C. ='). Now,dah lega sikit lepas luahkan perasaan dekat my bff a.k.a blog C nie. C team #ForeverAlone so memang blog,twitter dengan fb je lah teman setia C. Hehe

Till we meet again,XOXO

Love,

C.

Grateful.

"But I have found that in the simple act of living with hope, and in the daily effort to have a positive impact in the world,the days i do have are made all the more meaningful and precious. And for that I am grateful"-Elizabeth Edwards.

This is a special entry from me to myself.

Ignore me if you're not interested to read it because Im okay with that.

Dear Caroline Mampak Jacob,

You are having a simple and happy life and for that you must be grateful. Today Lord has shown you that when He promise his children happiness,sooner or later,you will see His magical solution. And for that,you have no reason to worry too much because He is always there for you. Have faith. Kneel down and ask from Him,you sure always get what you need. Sometimes maybe it's not what you want but He will gives you what you need. Our Father never broke His promise to all His beloved children. Because He is our one true Father and His love is pure. 

For a family He gave you,you must be grateful. The family of five you have,maybe not as rich as others but the love inside is undescriable. All the care and love you get from your mom,all the protection you have from your dad,there might be another unlucky child out there not having the same love,care and protection you got in your life. You have a very strong dad and a very lovely mom,for that you must thank our Lord. 

As for your education,you're lucky because you have chance to study until university. Be grateful for that and appreciate the chances you have. God gives you one chance and your job is to use them properly. Never wasted every oppurtunity in your life and grab every chances you have to be a successful person in the future. Remember what your mom always said,"You study hard now,you will get the pay later my dear". This is the one sentence you can keep on your mind. Always. Never forget them.

This year,you will be 21. Time flies so fast yet you're still the same you last year. A lost girl sometimes. Changing yourself is hard but take everything slow. You can change to be better day by day. No man can change 100% in one day. Just be grateful and enjoy every moment of your life. Never let "real life" destroy your happiness. Solve every problems in a fun way and then you will realise life isn't that cruel. 

Lastly,focus on your current goal. Get a degree w good grades of course! And you'll see the payment for your hardwork later. All the best and never give up. When thing goes rough,kneel down and pray. Remember,God have a better plan. If it's not Plan A,you still have another 25 alphabet left.

Always say this sentence everytime you wanna go to sleep. :)

Love,

C.

Wishlist 2013.

Heloo guys!! Kini,kita semua telah selamat daripada berbagai-bagai fakta kiamat 2012 kerana hari ini kita bernafas di bumi jua bersempena tahun 2013. Haha. Let's welcome 2013 with hugs and kisses. XOXO.
Well,lumrah manusia..bila tahun baru so akan adalah azam baru bukan? This entry saya nak listkan semua azam baru saya a.k.a My 2013 Wishlist.

1. Dapatkan laptop baru. *Ini paling penting.
2. Beli hard disk kalau dapat baucar buku. Eh? Haha
3. Pujuk ayah belikan kite transport ;') *Ini kalau dah terdesak tahap dewa jeeee.
4. Belajar dengan lebih rajin and tingkatkan pointer.
5. Kurangkan pembaziran,kawal pemakanan. Saving money in order to maintain health. 
6. Get a job during holiday.
7. Buka ASB :)

Okay,setakat ni..tu je lah wishlish missnotsopopular niee. Haaaa,again I wanna wish Happy New Year 2013 :D Harap tak terlambat sangatlah nak wish ni kan? Heee ;) Marilah sama-sama doakan saya dapat semua wishlist kat atas tu and I will sure will pray for your happiness too guys! <3

Till we meet again,hugssss and kisses :* :* 

Btw,sekarang nie saya tgh exam final utk Sem 3. Pray for me and my friends ya guys? Thanks ^_^

Love, 

C.

Keep Smiling :)

Hello world. Luckily,I am still alive and see this beautiful again. Thank God for that. I Love You. :*
Actually,this week is my final exam week. Only 1 paper is done,Ethnics Relation subject but that's not the core subjects. Tomorrow is my real war starting with Engineering Geology subjects followed by Engineering Math II on the next day. Can I survive? Yes,I know I can survive no matter how hard it is because our Father is looking after me and always there on my side. He is there for me. 24/7 for 365 days per year. :) That's why I know I don't have to be scared too much and keep on smiling. So,whatever questions come out tomorrow,I know He is there sit next to me and help me to fight and do my best. :)
Okay,now need to continue my revision. 10 minutes is more than enough for me to visit my blog and update something and also resting my mind from all those theories for a while.^_^
It does help me to smile again.Writing is awesome because you can express everything and also can motivate yourself by thinking about something good and positive and then write it in your blog. :)

Keep Smiling..Keep Winning Hearts ^_*

XOXO

Working Experience

Hello Malaysians!
Good morning and happy working to all workers and happy studying to all the students,doesn't matter you are a primary school,high school or Uni student,happy studying again! :)
Well, today I am having a quiz. Yeah,quiz sounds like small matters but for me,quiz is the one that affects my carry marks and then may made my grade uglier. And of course I don't want that and I believe others don't want it too happen to them right?
So,I try my best to revise all the questions that I could so but now I am sick of seeing numberssss over here and there. That's why I am here,writing nonsense in my blog. Haha :P
Working experience??? What does that have to do with my quiz? Nothing. Haha. The quiz and revising part is just the introduction.
Actually, this working experience thing have come to my mind since I finish my SPM where i have been a jobless person for almost 6 months. Minus the time I spend for national services,so 3 months-jobless-Caroline.
From the start, I have persuade my parents to let me go and find a work so I can make my own money but they never allowed me to do that. :( And I can't oppose their decision because parents must come first before everything right? So,I just staying home,do all the houseworks-cooking,cleaning,laundry,bla bla bla bla. My sister is the most happy person during this time because I am her full housemaid for 3 months. :P
Now,I am 20 years old and will finish my first year degree soon. Semester break is coming and again I am thinking of spending my holiday to work so I have that "working experience". But,one thing that I am hoping for is my parents say YES to me and let me go do some job out there and make some money.
To mummy and daddy, please please please give me permission to work. Because your permission is the one thing I need so I can be safe and do things with an easy heart. :')
So guys,where should I work? A supermarket? A hotel? A petrol station? Nah, I don't care much actually as long as I can make some money. Hahaha :P
Let's pray together so I can have my parent's permission and working happily ^_^

Mom,dad,please please please?I want to work :')

xoxo
Love,
Carol :*

Alah Bisa Tegal Biasa ^_^

Hello semua pembaca-pembaca kisah hidup tak seberapa awesome missnotsopopular nie :D
Korang sihat? Makan cukup? Tidur nyenyak? Mandi basah tak? Haha
Saya "sihat" sangat,makin menambah kilo sekarang nie so have to work extra hard untuk turunkan balik kilo tue :P
Tidur memang nyenyak sebabnya setiap malam mimpi2 abang2 hensem saya yang belakon Vampire Diaries ^_*
Mandi lagilah basah sebab suka sangat mandi lama2 sampai kadang2 baru sedar dah lewat nak pegi kelas haha
Okay,hari nie kita belajar tentang satu peribahasa Melayu yang dah lama tak pernah kedengaran sejak masuk Uni nie.Yela,nama pun dah student engineering kan,hari2 yang saya tengok cuma nomborrrrr jeeee memanjang -,- Subjek ini nombor,subjek itu pun nombor sampaikan tengok manusia sekeliling pun macam nombor jee.
Peribahasa tu adalah "ALAH BISA TEGAL BIASA". Pernah tak dengar peribahasa nie? Tak pastila betul ke tak saya hentam jeee peribahasa nie but then kalau betul means berguna jugakla ilmu yang diturunkan oleh cikgu2 sekolah rendah dan sekolah menengah dulu :P
Maksud peribahasa nie adalah (maksud nie saya goreng sendri yeee.Sila jangan guna masa korang buat karangan :P) kalau kita dah selalu buat sesuatu tue,memang susah pada mulanya tapi lama2 kita amalkan kita akan jadi biasa dan benda tu takkan membuatkan kita rasa sedih atau stress lagi.
Inilah peribahasa yang bnyk diaplikasikan oleh saya dalam kehidupan.
Segalanya bermula selepas UPSR 2004....
Wah,kembali ke zaman purba kita tok haha
Masa Tahun 6,saya nie budak mentah yang ikut cakap mak dan bapak.Dapat 5A,pergilah ke sekolah berasrama penuh.Memang tak pandai say NO sebab kan masa tu ikut jeee apa yg disuruh mak dan bapak.
Mak ayah gembira sangat hantar saya pergi tempat orang masa tu,saya senyummm je memanjang.Excited diaorang jangan nak cakap la,memang tersangat2 excited.Tapi saya masa tu,dalam hati je simpan segala sedih,takut,rasa dipinggirkan,rasa org xsayang lagi sebab tu hantar jauh2.Haha
Seminggu,dua minggu,sebulan,dua bulan,setahun,memamng belum recover lagi perasaan dipinggirkan dan homesick tu HAHA
Sebab parents sanggup hantar jauh2,saya pun jadi budak pemendam.Tak macam masa sekolah rendah,semua benda mesti kongsi dengan mak.Ini sejak masuk SBP,saya jadi lone ranger dalam semua bnda.Takkan cerita dengan parents bila ada masalah sebab masalah tunggal mestilah homesick kan? Tu semua pasal rasa diri dipinggirkan.Haha.
Lepas setahun,dua tahun,tiga tahun, then I really can go on with normal life at that school.Sebabnya? Itulah yang disebut,ALAH BISA TEGAL BIASA.Tapi,thanks jugakla kat kawan2 yang awesome2 yang saya jumpa masa sekolah menengah.You guys are the best ^_^
2009 tu tahun cabaran,yela masa tu Form 5,bukan main nervous lagi sebab tak yakin dengan diri sendiri kan..tapi,syukur jugak sebab usaha keras guru2 dan bantuan kawan2,dapat jugak 7A2B.
Walaupun tak seawesome result kawan2 yang lain,saya terlalu gembira sebab tak sangka akan dapat result tu :')
Then,perjalanan ditruskan,walaupun jalan yang diingini tak kesampaian disebabkan kekangan keluarga,perjalanan tetap tak boleh dihentikan.
Dengan itu,rasmilah Caroline Mampak anak Jacob sebagai pelajar asasi Unimas pada sesi 2010/2011.
Masa asasi ni,saya memang sangat stress sebab ambik sains fizikal,kawan2 lain banyak yang ambik sains hayat.Takde teman kat kelas,selalu terkapai2 bila buat assignment dan susah nak berbincang bila ada kemusykilan.Selalu nangis bila rasa tak mampu sebab masa sekolah menengah kawan2 la paling bnyk membantu dlm study. Stressss sgt2 masa sem I sampaikan Fizik masa final dapat C- dan saya terpaksalah repeat subjek tu.Huhuhu.Masa repeat tu adalah masa yang amat menyiksakan dan melemahkan semangat saya utk meneruskan perjalanan dalam bidang ini.Masa tu jugak saya rasa nak berteriak dan cakap dekat org2 yang halang saya "Hey,tengok apa korang dah buat dengan saya,saya dah cakap tak minat,why u still force me to do this????????!!!!!" Tapi,lepas tu saya berdiri balik dan fight sehabis mungkin sebab mak cakap,benda dah jadi :') Thank you mak,LOVE U! <3 Then,saya berjaya jugak habiskan asasi macam orang lain dan dapat tawaran masuk program engineering macam orang lain :) Inilah yang dikatakan,mula2 susah lama2 akan biasa dengan kesusahan itu :')
September 2011,perjalanan diteruskan dengan sah menjadi pelajar degree Unimas :) My family was very happy for me.And I am happy too because they are happy.Sebab keluarga jee la harta yang saya ada kat dunia ni kan :')
Masuk degree ni,memang lagi mencabar la,sem I kelam kabut sgt sebab hati nie memang tak minat dengan Civil sampaikan result pun cukup makan sebab hati asyik nak rebel je kan.Nasib masih ada 7 sem lagi untuk saya berubah nie :) Sem II makin okayla walaupun kdg2 tu rasa macam xmampu nak teruskan,dahla first choice program xdapat,ni jadi budak engine pulak memang sengsara la rasa sebab saya nie bukanlah perempuan berjiwa kental macam konkrit yang dibuat masa lab tu haha.Frust,marah,kecewa,semua tu adala.Tapi,lama2 things get better and saya pun mcm dah dapat terima kenyataan sikit,so thanks to peribahasa ALAH BISA TEGAL BIASA nie laa sebab memang sgt banyak bantu saya dalam mengharungi kehidupan.Memang sekarang saya budak engineering tapi suatu hari nanti,saya akan capai jugak impian saya menjadi seorang pendidik ^_^ Mungkin bukan lagi guru yang saya kejar tetapi pensyarah pulak kali nie sebab pensyarah pun pendidik jugak kan? Aminnnnnnnn sgt2 dapat capai cita2 tu.Bukan senang nak jadi pensyarah nie,mesti kena lulus degree dgn cemerlang,gemilang dan terbilang then sambung Master lagi barulah dpt digelar pensyarah.So,saya rasa perjalanan saya masih lagi jauh :) Semoga saya sampai ke destinasi jugak suatu hari nanti :')
Saya kekal disini sebab semuanya inspirasi daripada peribahasa "ALAH BISA TEGAL BIASA"
Bila saya dah tak mampu bergerak,saya akan ingatkan diri sendiri,"Carol,keep on trying and fighting,once u get used to it,then it'll not be a problem to you anymore :')"
Oleh itu,saya nak nasihatkan adik2 ke kawan2 ke yang kat luar sana yang kadang2 rasa tak mampu tue,ingatlah ALAH BISA TEGAL BIASA :)

Till then,
xoxo

Love,
Carol :')

P.E.A.C.E ? ? ?

I need peace in ME.

Peace is going too far and leaving me behind lately.

Mr & Mrs Peace, please come back to me so I can do my works and live my life better.

You two are my long lost BFF.

I admit without two of you, I can't going anywhere :(

I am here,stuck with my problems,with my angers,with my childishness,with no maturity......

I can't move on and find a solution to all of things that come because you two are not here with me,anymore.. :(

Too many things bother me,not just people but also other issues.

I just want to settle them all and move on but I can't if I have no PEACE inside me.

That might lead me to do wrong solution for each and every single actions that I took in the future.

How can I get you back?

Pray?

Yes,I will.

But,sometimes,as human, I always forgot to pray everyday.

I pray when I needed something from HIM.

That's my weakness as human being.

I have to fix everything before it's too late.

I will not change who I am.

Because I love who I am and the way I live my life.

It's just that I am walking in a wrong path so now all I have to do is fixing them so I can get back on track again.

I really need peace because after all the problems with people and works,it will all affecting my study progress.

I am here not to please people everyday and do others unnecessary works but to STUDY and GAIN KNOWLEDGE so one day I'll bring back a degree and makes my family and myself happy. :)

And now, I seek hard to find peace so no one hurts with my actions and I am happy with all works I do.

:)

Love,

Carol :*

Siapakah Saya??????? :O

Hai hai hai ^_^
Missnotsopopular kini kembali!!
Yerrr,bunyi mcm artis la pulak kan? HAHA
Okay,kali nie kita nak bersusey hal ape ye? Oh,bersusey itu maksudnya bercerita la dalam bahasa Sarawak :P
Emm,bagi saya masa jap fikir nak merapu pasal ape........*5 minit 10 minit 1jam*
Hai,kembali lagi HAHA
Okayla,kali ini kita bercerita pasal PERSONALITI DIRI.
Wah,bagaikan lagak seorang kaunselor pulak kan saya nie. kihkihkihkih
Sebenarnya,hari Ahad lepas-22 April 2012,saya attend one program nie. Nama program tu "Peribadi Terpuji"
Nak tau why saya join aktiviti ceramah2 di hari minggu?? Jawapannya senang je,semua MERITPUNYAPASAL laa. Hahaha :P
Kalau tak kerana merit,memang takkan pergi program ceramah la di hari Ahad. :P
Kenapa nak sangat merit??? Ahhh,yang tu lain kali saya cerita :P
Back to the topic tadi. Personaliti? Apa itu personaliti? Penampilan dan gaya seseorang atau pun sikap seseorang? Terpulang la korang nak jawab apa pun sebab saya tak kisah langsung.Hahaha :p :p
Haritu,penceramah yang dtg ask us to fill satu borang ni tau.Borang mcm biasa korang tgkla,yang banyak sgt soalan tue smpai beratus2 tapi sebenarnya saya nak mengaku sikitla kat sini,saya memang suka sgt ujian personaliti diri nie.Hehehe *malu*
So bila diberi soalan tuh,saya pun menjawab la dgn bersungguh-sungguh haha kalah kesungguhan menjawab exam tau sebab dah suka sgt kan? :P
Resultnya,jeng jeng jeng....... ^_^

Nampak tak gambar tuh? Macam tak jelas pulak kan? Takpe,ni ha missnotsopopular dtg untuk menerangkan details gambar tu ngan korang >.<

Missnotsopopular's personality:

• Agresif=30%
• Analitikal=70%
• Autonomi=40%
• Bersandar=70%
• Ekstrovert=40%
• Intelektual=10%
• Kepelbagaian=10%
• Ketahanan=50%
• Kritik-diri=80%
• Mengawal=50%
• Menolong=100%
• Sokongan=50%
• Struktur=80%
• Pencapaian=80%
• Kejujuran=1%

Ok,sekarang kita go through bersama personaliti missnotsopopular nie ye.

Kalau dari yang korang nampak la,KEJUJURAN tu 1% sebab saya nie sgt jujur masa jawab ujian personaliti diri ni. Haha. Yela,pakcik penceramah tu cakap sapa dapat below 50% then org tu jujur dlm menjawab soalan2 yg ditanya so saya ni kira antara yang paling jujur la kan masa jawab soalan2 die. Haha. :p

Diringkaskan tentang personaliti,saya seorang yang kurang agresif,agak analitikal maksudnya suka menganalisis benda la tak kira benda baik ke buruk haha :P. Emm,saya nie jugak seorang yang kuat bersandar kat org lain,maksudnya sgt memerlukan org untuk menyokong laa.Ekstrovert tu pulak maksud dia kurang nak bergaul so saya dapat kira rendah la sebab saya sederhana je dalam pergaulan.Hihi.Intelektual tu pulak org yg rajin mencari atau belajar benda baru mcm suka baca buku intelek laa dan kaji masalah2 baru and memang saya org yg sgt tak suka buat semua tu so saya dapat rendah,10% jee. Hahaha.Punya pemalas kan anak dara nie :P Kepelbagaian tu pulak maksud dia,kita nak hidup berubah2 ke atau sama jeee and saya seorang yang tak suka kan perubahan so boyfriend pun amin takkan bertukar. Haha xP Ketahanan sedang2 je tetapi kritik diri agak tinggi sebab saya nie memang suka kritik diri sendiri.Asal lepas buat something mesti akan rasa diri sgt rendah dan tak mampu !_! Tak tau nape,but that's me kan? Hmm. Proceed pulak pegi mengawal,saya dpt 50% je.Maksudnya,saya tak suka jadi ketua Hahaha :P Sebab kritik diri yang amat tinggi kot,tu la sentiasa rasa diri tak layak memimpin orang. Menolong pulak dapat 100%. Haha. Bukan nak kata saya nie suka tolong org sgt,tidak jugak la tapi kalau kawan yang perlukan pertolongan,I'll always do my best to help :) Tapi saya seorang yang tak perlukan pertolongan sgt sebab sokongan sederhana je. Saya bukan tak suka kawan2 tolong kalau saya ada masalah atau kesulitan tapi saya malu bila semua org memberi perhatian lebih kepada saya dan memberikan saya pertolongan. Itulah kan,kritik diri yang tinggi. Siapalah saya nie untuk diberikan perhatian oleh org lain. Haha :P Okla,saya dh penat nie. Struktur tu untuk kita nak semua benda teratur dan pasti manakala pencapaian pulak untuk apa keinginan kita untuk capai sesuatu. 

Fuhhhhhh habis jugak saya bercerita tentang personaliti diri kan? Hehe *clap3*

So,saya rasa ujian ini kadang2 boleh dipercayai tapi itu terpulang la sama ada individu itu menerima ujian seumpama ini atau tidak. Cuma saya nak sampaikan,kalau nak tahu apakah personaliti anda melalui kajian yang pakar buktikan,ambillah ujian personaliti di mana2 pusat kaunseling. :P Tau2 je saya promote pusat kaunseling kan? Hahahahaha 

Till then,

See you soon ^_^

XOXO 

Love,

Carol :)