C I R C L E

Bestfriends? Bestfriend? BFF?

Go,be a friend and cheers them up while u still can! Do it today bcs tomorrow we might not have the chance anymore.... =)

I believe all of us have one.
As for me I got few of them too...
But why CIRCLE?
Yes, CIRCLE is what I want to bla bla bla about today. Heheh

Twenty-three.
That's my age now. (Quite old huh?)
For 23 years, there's only about 19 years of life that I freshly remembered until now.
19 years ago I am in kindergarten. Going to school with joy because I got to see my friendsssss.

Then, I am growing like other girls. Having F-Drama with my friends, Fighting,ignoring each other, getting back together again,going our way bcs of our dream and Idk maybe reunited again w each other in near future (?)
Nobody knows what's gonna happen. But for sure I learned soooo many things about growing up.
One of it is MY CIRCLE.
What I'm trying to say here is that the circle of people around me. As I get older I come to realized that my circle is getting smaller.

I wonder why...... Did you experience the same thing as me? I am quite good at meeting new people but not if it comes to befriended them.
I seriously have doubt why.. maybe I am too comfortable w old friends that I don't bother to make new one? Idk....

How's your circle? IS IT GETTING BIGGER OR SMALLER LIKE MINE?

D I L E M M A

dilemma

dɪˈlɛmə,dʌɪ-/

noun

noun: dilemma; plural noun: dilemmas

1. a situation in which a difficult choice has to be made between two or more alternatives, especially ones that are equally undesirable.

   "he wants to make money, but he also disapproves of it: Den's dilemma in a nutshell"

   synonyms:

   quandary, predicament, difficulty, problem, puzzle, conundrum, awkward situation, tricky situation, difficult situation, difficult choice, catch-22, vicious circle, plight, mess, muddle; More trouble, perplexity, confusion, conflict, uncertainty, indecision; informalno-win situation, sticky situation, pickle, fix, spot, tight spot, tight corner, poser, facer; informalsticky wicket "a discussion with a colleague resolved her dilemma"

   • a difficult situation or problem.

     "the insoluble dilemma of adolescence"

     synonyms:

     quandary, predicament, difficulty, problem, puzzle, conundrum, awkward situation, tricky situation, difficult situation, difficult choice, catch-22, vicious circle, plight, mess, muddle; More trouble, perplexity, confusion, conflict, uncertainty, indecision; informalno-win situation, sticky situation, pickle, fix, spot, tight spot, tight corner, poser, facer; informalsticky wicket "a discussion with a colleague resolved her dilemma"

   • Logic

     an argument forcing an opponent to choose either of two unfavourable alternatives.

      So now my dear, have you ever been in dilemma? 
     
      Just so you know, I am now in huge DILEMMA everyday in my life. 
     
      There's so many things that I want to reject but I can't because of some people that I loved. 
     
     Hoping that one day they knew I am doing these for them.

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I am blessed with a happy January and yes fabulous February of 2015.
Life has been so much better and I am drowning in so much love for the past days of 2015.

Holiday was awesome. I laughed I cried and I am becoming more matured in everything.
Plus last semester result was good so I leave home last few days with smiles on Mom and Dad faces.

Dear God, I am so thankful for everything and I will always try my best to be better than what I used to be.

May 2015 brings us happiness and joy.

Spread love today. Care about people around you. Be good and most importantly be wise in any situation you are going through.

Since now I am 23 so I guess I have to be 23x more wiser than I used to be.
Y' know people said " A year older a year wiser"

Kbye

Hello Semester Three!

Sedar tak sedar, now I am on Sem 3 (after changing faculty lah).
So 3 more semesters to go then GRADUATE!!! Aminnnn amin aminnn.

Been too long tak jenguk blog so I am gonna summarize amazing things happen sepanjang tak jenguk blog nie.

1. Result last sem naik. Syukur even not DL yet but almost there.
2. Pindah ke rumah sewa baru this sem. Hidup I memang nomad kan? And this is my 3rd house btw. Hahaha. Harap berkekalan duduk sini smpai last sem sebab rumah nie strategik & selesa.
3. Mr Love dah smbg Master and dari perasaan sedih ingatkan takdapat jumpa selalu lepas dia habis Degree last sem jadi happy sangat sebab akan menghadap muka dia jeee smpai grad nanti. HAHA
4. Oh ya, 3 Nov nie Mr Love berconvocation. Hihi. Now already busy secretly preparing for his presents sebab skrg dia tgh pg outstation. Kalau tak mana dapat g beli brg2 tu semua hihi.
5. Dah tukar handphone lama sekarang jadi dh join kelab hengpong touchscreen. Kesian I kan,baru nak rasa dunia "touch touch" nie. Hahaha
6. Okay,now SAD NEWS. Pakcik and Nenek died not so long ago. Dlm bulan nie je,ada dua kejutan yg my family & I feel very shocked to lost two persons. May their soul rest in peace.

Nie je kot for this entry. Tak reti nak tulis panjang panjang lagi dh. Better keep things short & simple. Utk rekod hari tua,mana tau nak imbas kembali memori bolehlah baca balik blog sendiri kan? :')

Babaiii.
* Nak kena revision,ada 5 papers menunggu November nie haaa. Hmm.

#PrayforSemester II

It's May and final is around the corner.

Yet so many chapters to revise.

I am so afraid I couldn't maintain my result for this semester.

There are 6 subjects.

And two out of six is my worst fear.

Managerial Accounting & Financial Management.

These two are so tough for me.

So I can't target much.

Maybe I shall target B's for these two.

And hope I achieve my target. But exceeding the target is much better :)

So dear Semester II,

I hope I can give my best and you compromise too with me.

Lecturers, please don't set the questions too hard.

Just give us the moderate type only lah bah hehehehe.

Together we use this little time to save this semester!

Keep our faith in God.

All the best loveliessssssss.

XOXO

To Queen of My Heart

To Madam Ando Anak Aba.......
Happy Mother's Day Ma.
I love you so much.
Thank you for bringing me to this world 22 years ago.
Thank you for bearing the pain while delivering me.
Thank you for being patient taking care of me.
Thank you for being strict while I was kid because now I get why you did that.
Thank you for trusting me all this while.
Thank you for everything.
I hope you will stay healthy & strong.
You are my idol,my queen & my forever most beautiful woman.
Love you Mak.
Muahhh!

May

Hello May.
Month of assignments and projects.
I am looking forward to cherish each day of you dear May.
Please be nice to me too cause I'll try my best in every work I do within you.
And yes my wishlist is going back for Gawai.
I hope I can make it & enjoy the celebration with my family,
So I am gonna work extra super duper hard to revise all chapters starting your 5th day dear May.

Though there's lot of assignments and projects.
Next Sunday is the sweetest day of you.
Cause it's Mother's Day.
To my most adorable and lovable woman in this entire universe, Madam Ando.
Happy becoming Mother's day Mak.
I love you.
In the past present and future.
My love for you always grow stronger.

K gotta back to work.
Bye.