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Sunday, March 30, 2014

Lazada Jjang!

Yeyyyyyy. So happy sekarang ni walaupun tengah high fever. All thanks to Lazada. Muah muahhhhhh to Lazada team! :)

Last Rabu saya ada order powerbank from Lazada. It's my first time actually purchasing from them. Memandangkan last week is Lazada 2nd Anniversary so ada sale. So I just try my luck. Hihi

And jeng jeng jeng . . .


Seeeee! Ni lah powerbank saya. Gold Pineng powerbank. 11200mAH. Harganya cuma RM95 & free postage tau. Oh ya lupa, that day saya order from Lazada I got RM10 voucher. Sebenarnya harga powerbank nie RM105 tapi tolak voucher tu jadilah RM95. Hehehe

Sangat puas hati lah dengan service diorang. Cepat & tip top. Posmen siap hantar sampai depan rumah lagi tu & it's on Saturday!!!! Thanks abg posmen ;) 

Lepas ni takdelah nak kena cari plug sekeliling kampus lagi kalau nak mencharging gadget2. Wehuuuuu. Thanks again Lazada. Now,my first world problem is solved. :P

P/S: Nanti nakla beli brg dari Lazada lagi. Hikhik. And wanna try Zalora too. Tunggu elaun bulan April masuk hahahaha.


Thursday, March 27, 2014

Regret

Sad. Insecure. Nervous. And REGRET.

This was about my yesterday exam. Not final exam but mid semester one.
However still. . .to score A for a subject, I need to do well during midterm cause it simply having 30% of overall marks for that particular subject.
Imagine if I can't even get at least 15% during midterm,what more to say during final?? Lagi susahhh lah nak score kalau midterm pun dah hancur.

Now I felt like regretting it because of not being well prepared yesterday. Yelah memang ada belajar sampai naik pusing tapi saya belajar seminggu sebelum exam. Mana cukup kan compare to my chinese friends yang sebulan sebelum exam dah struggle every day. I envy them for being so rajin tapi tak jugak nak rajinkan diri like them. Hahaha. Typical Bumi student :P

Tapi takpe. Esok masih ada one more paper and next week I have to sit for another two. Lepas nie janji akan jawab dengan teliti & baca betul-betul sebelum menjawab. Yesterday tu soalan senang sangat tapi sebab saya duduk lama-lama dalam hall,startlah gatal tangan ni nak tukar first choice answer. Tapi bila balik rumah then sedar yang first answer pulak yang betul. Mana tak menyesal dan meroyan saya balik tu hah..

Sebab tu people said,first choice is more likely to be the best one. Lain kali janji takkan duduk lama-lama dalam hall. Lepas ni,kalau rasa dah yakin dengan jawapan. I am gonna get my butt out of the exam hall & walk out like a boss even it's still early to finish & send paper to examiners. Haha.




Tuesday, March 25, 2014

Gone But Not Forgotten

MH370...

You are gone but will never be forgotten..
May God bless all the beautiful souls on board,both crews & passengers..

And to Indian Ocean. .

Keep them safe,
Hug them,
Throw away all the fear,
Take good care of them,
Until we come to take them HOME. .

To families & friends,

Stay strong.
Whole world is praying with you & for you.
We will never let you walk alone.
We feel your sadness.
Remember, God always have a better plan for us the child of Him.

To Ministers and all the SAR team. .

God is with you all..
Our prayer is with you..
Stay strong & may all your hardwork brings some answer to it towards the end of the day.
Thank you for being so strong these few days.
Thank you for always doing your very best.

Remember, GOD IS GREAT! Nothing is imposibble for Him. I believe He will shows us the reasons behind all this later or sooner.

Lastly..

Dear MH370, we love you.. we miss you.. wherever you are,please shows us some clue. We will come to get you.

Thanks.

True Colour

Being together after few months and then seeing them everyday, I get to see the true colours.
Maybe it's just me that is trying to ignore things being done to me but all I know is this is not fair anymore.

Sudah puas diambil kesempatan,sudah puas dipijak kepala. Sekarang masa untuk showing my rebel side.

Kalau dulu, keluar pun aku yang banyak tolong bayarkan. NO MORE THIS TIME.
Kalau dulu, aku buat tak tahu barang aku diguna sesuka hati. CUKUPLAH SETAKAT NIE.
Kalau dulu sesuka hati kau nak alih barang-barang aku and ambil ikut suka mak bapak kau je. KALI NI AKU AKAN BERSUARA.

Entahlah, aku tak mintak kawan perfect but at least hormatlah sikit dengan barang-barang aku. Ni sesuka hati nak guna barang, sesuka hati nak bawak balik kawan. Ingat kau sorang bayar sewa rumah ni???

Takpe,memang dah selalu tertulis hidup aku akan terkena bala sial. Biarlah aku sial sengsorang. From now on, I will go on for my right & takkan buat fake smile lagi kalau tengok kau buat semua benda yang kat atas tu.

Lantaklah kau nak fikir aku berkira or kau nak jaja dengan kawan-kawan engkau aku nie kedekut. Biarlah,aku tak kesah!!

Aku tak peduli walaupun kawan-kawan engkau ingat aku sombong or whatsoever,janji korang tau aku sebenarnya tak suka korang datang tanpa nak tanya dulu or inform awal. Main redah je yeee. Ingat macam rumah dia pulak.

Mom, sorry I can't be the daughter you expect me to be. Nak kena rendahkan diri jaga hati orang. Sori sebab kakak can't do that anymore.
Dad,sorry I can't be like you yang sentiasa bersabar dalam apa jua keadaan sekalipun. I just can't because I am a bad girl.

Sorry,kadang-kadang limit sabar tu akan sampai jugak. I just can't tolerate no more!

Thursday, March 20, 2014

The Journey just began. . .

This is my second entry for today. Dah terlebih rajin mcm ni la gayanya,kalau dah malas berbulan pulak tak bukak blog ni haaa.

Okay,straight to the point. Entry ni utk adik batch 1996 yg harini dapat result SPM. Tahniah utk yg result cemerlang and to those yg kurang cemerlang,jgnlah bersedih. Keep calm & move on. Sebab ni hanyalah permulaan dunia sebenar dalam bidang akademik.

Actually setiap kali SPM keluar,teringatlah dulu (2009) masa saya pun dpt SPM result. Tipu tak berdebar tapi saya cuba redha dgn result yg saya dapat. Yes,I can't fulfill my parent's wish tapi tetap bersyukur sebab manage to get 7A's and another 2B's. Both Biology dgn Fizik lah yg mengada nak jugak B. Hahaha. Still remember muka my mom yg agak kecewa and muka my dad yg mcm org dh punah harapan. I am such a bad daughter atm sebab tak mampu nak bagi apa parents nak kan? Tapi as time goes by,mak dgn ayah okay jee walaupun takde party nak celebrate SPM result mcm PMR or UPSR. Hahaha. Sedih jugaklah time tu.

So to adik semua,pilihlah betul betul nak masuk uni mana & nak ambik course apa. And masa memilih ni,pertimbangkan sebaiknya. Jgn menyesal kemudian hari. Yelah,kalau course tu kita tak suka tapi kita ambil jugak smpai grad & kerja dgn benda kita xsuka is not a great thing. Doing thing with passion is the best thing to do. Jadi kalau nak jadi doktor,fikir 100 kali,sanggup tak adik adik korbankan masa and spend more w your patients. And kalau nak jadi cikgu,sgp tak mendidik anak bangsa dgn hati yg ikhlas dan mengharap mereka berjaya jd insan yg bguna? And the same goes to other courses.

Rasanya sampai ni je la kot. Okbai adik adik. Goodluck!!

I just can't said these things. .

Okay,this is my weakness.

I can't help myself to say NO or YOU CAN'T USE THIS COZ IT'S MINE.
Or maybe PLEASE PAY BACK MY MONEY YOU BORROW BECAUSE I NEED THEM NOW
Or PLEASE PAY YOUR PART OF THESE STUFFS WE BOUGHT

I am afraid to said all those..
Because when I did "hutang" my friend or I use their money first to pay things,I will try my best to pay as soon as I can.
I feel ashamed if I pay them very late.

So guys,any tips for me to be more confident to say those words?
I am tired of being used sometimes but I don't know how to gather strength to said those words.
Oh God,I just can't!!!!

I wish I am like some other friends that will ask confidently from others what they are supposed to claim.
But me? I am always like this.
Guess that's why I always being the one that "kena pijak kepala".
Huhuhuhuhu.

Help please anyone. This is my biggest problem in life.

Monday, March 17, 2014

Setengah Jalan

Tak terasa pulak Sem II nie dah masuk Week 5. Nih maksudnya dah xboleh add/drop subjek lagi. Kalau berniat sedemikian,memang possible tapi sediakan awal la duit hang 100 hengget. Haha. Utk byr denda tu sbb tak reti arahan yg add/drop smpai week 4 je.

Sedar tak sedar,dah nak cuti midsem. Kalau dah nak cuti tu,mestilah kena test dulu. So,saya punya test next week. Melambak tests melambak jugaklah esaimen dgn projek lagi tak siap. Kill me!!

Next week ada 2 tests. Satu tu essay memanjang,satu lagi pasal database. Haa,yg pasal database ni la yg plg saya takot. Yelah,saya ni budak buta IT. Haritu nak create database pun dah terkial-kial tau masa in class praktikal. Nampak sgt IQ pasal komputer sgt rendah. HAHAHA.

Apepun,tips nak score any subjek nie..kenalah score midterm die. This is what Mr.Love selalu pesan kat saya. Saya bukan dgr cakap Mr.Love tu sebab I Love Him. NOO!! :P.

Semua sebab dia inspirasi saya dalam akademik. He's doing very well dalam akademik tapi kuat jugak bermain. That's why la saya jeles sebab mcm mana la dia dpt berjaya so why not me? Hehe. Tapi jeles dlm hal ni xpe,bagus utk masa depan. Persaingan sihat ni. Hahaha.

Sem lepas pointer cukup makan je so sem ni nak la jugak naikkan sikit bagi dekat dgn DL. Kalau dh berjaya naikkan,bolehlah boost lagi utk sem seterusnya. Ye dak? Nak jugak merasa DL tu sebab Mr.Love last sem dpt DL so kira nak equal la dgn dia kan. Haha,memang takkan habis sifat cemburu saya nie. :P

Tapi cemburu tu cemburu jugak,sem ni sem last Mr.Love. With God's blessing,bulan 11 tahun nie gradlah beliau. Aminnnn sangat. So,of course my campus life will be different w/out him. Selama nie,dialah kawan,dialah lawan,dialah cikgu,dialah ibu,dialah bapa saya kat sini. :')

Jadi,diharap setengah jalan lagi (sem ni) akan berlalu dgn penuh memori indah between us. Nanti kalau org tu dh grad,mestilah susah nak jumpa lagi mcm skrg kan? Lainlah kalau dia smbung Master ke kat sini lagi. Ini harapan saya tau! Hahaha. Say what u wanna say tapi saya mmg suka kalau dia sambung Master kat sini & we can see each other (oftenly) again. HAAHAHA. *ketawa selfish* :P

Ohhh no,dah nak jam 12. Nak merapu panjang lagi tapi esok kelas jam 8. Huhuhu. I just hate 8 am classes. Byeeeeee :'(

Friday, March 7, 2014

Perampas?!?

Hey hello hai semua.
Semua sihat sihat belaka kan? Kenapa harini topik perampas? Oh ya,lately nie mmg busy lah dgn assignment semua tapi itu tidak menjadi penghalang saya untuk mengikuti gossip terbaru artis Malaysia. Hahaha

Biasalah bila semua benda sekarang ni merebak macam virus H1N1 (malahan lebih pantas) jadi semestinya seluruh negara akan tahu gosip2 artis tanah air. So,u'olls semua mesti dah tahu lah kan saya nak ckp pasal siapa ni?? Tipulah tak tau unless you memang jenis tak pandang cerita mengenai artis.

Hanez Suraya Abdul Aziz,namanya memang gah sekarang nie kerana dilabel perampas suami kepada seorang wanita biasa iaitu Nurliyana Manan. And nama si suami tu pulak Mr R. Sayang jugak sebab hanya Mr jeee..kalau Dato ke Tan Sri ke lagilah gempak kes ni kan. Kahkahkah.

Okay,saya memang obviously in LM side. Sebabnya? I am so against women that steals other's husband or even boyfie. Tapi boyfie mungkin kurang gempak sikit,almaklumlah masih boipreng. Tapi kalau ikut personal view la,org rmpas boyfriend pun kita rasa nak mengamuk kan,inikan pulak suami.

Sebenarnya,saya tahu pasal kes ni sebab Melodi last week. Thanks to Melodi la sebab dh buatkan saya smpai buat entry pasal artis ni. First time okayyy. Haha. Setelah duduk menghadap Melodi minggu lepas,terdetiklah jugak hati saya nak tahu apa kes sebenarnya & of course seperti biasa saya akan jenguk blog abang Nara yg merupakan sumber saya bila kebosanan. Haha. Thanks Beautiful Nara for giving me something to read about when I am completely have nothing else to do. :P

Setelah kes ni tersebar,bermacam-macamlah page yg ditubuhkan kat FB. Antaranya ialah, Kami Sokong Liyana MananKami Benci Hanez Suraya dan macam-macam lagi. Macam macam ada u'olls. And btw,saya like page Kami Sokong tu. Hehe. Marilah kita sama sama like ye utk memberi semangat kepada Kak Liyana supaya tabah & move on untuk anak anak.

Walaupun saya ni belumlah bersuami tapi bagi saya isu rampas laki org ni memang bahaya & sangat sensitif. Kalau bolehla kepada gadis2 diluar sana atau janda2 baikpun isteri org,tolonglah jauhi sikap suka merampas hak org lain. Ini adalah peringatan kepada diri saya juga. Sebolehnya elakkan diri dari terjebak dgn suami org. Kalau at first kita kena tipu dgn laki tu pun, (dia ckp dia duda tp sbnrnya tak) at least selepas tahu the truth,undurkanlah diri. Buat apa la nak malukan diri sendiri nak fight hubungan dgn laki org. Kalau dah dengan isteri sendiri dia sgp buat cmtu,tidak mustahil perkara yg sama berbalik pada kita. That's so called KARMA.

Fuhhhhh,terlebih emosi pulak kan? Tapi apapun,diharaplah Hanez Suraya membuat keputusan yang betul lepas ni. Kalau dah kemaruk sgt dgn Mr R,silalah kahwin ye. And jgn gelojoh sgt..tgulah si R tu ceraikan dulu isteri dia. And please la jgn keluarkan lagi statement bodoh untuk mengurangkan makian rakyat Malaysia. Be a beauty with brain. Kalau tak pun,senyap je sudah. Jgn jadi angkuh mengeluarkan statement tahap budak tak sekolah.

Kbai.

Tuesday, March 4, 2014

Week Three. .

March comes like wind. Very fast and I haven't have chance to say goodbye properly to February,my birth month. But this is reality. Time do flies in like 999999km/h. 

For some reasons, I want this year to end quickly. Well,it's personal reasons actually but I hope it flies fast so I can't even have time to be sad over things that I did wrong or I didn't achieve. 

But for some reasons too,I want time flies slowly. This is also personal reasons that involve feelings. Just because I don't really want a long distance relationship after June this year but I knew I can't do nothing about this. All I can do is go with the flow. And praying for the best for both parties.

So it's been three weeks after classes start. I am not to sure whether I am on the track or not. Projects and quizzes were way too many by now. But so far, I can understand my study quite well. Thanks for friends' help too & I hope things get better towards the end of the semester. I must achieve my target for this semester.

Two more weeks then it's our midterm week. The most crucial time of whole semester. If I can't score during midterm exam,it'll be THE END for me.

Three weeks gone means there's only 11 weeks to go to end this semester! Can you imagine 11 weeks?? Minus the holidays and stuff, we might see our lecturers for less than 10x after this week. It's very true that Sem II is a veryyyy short sem. 

However, I hope I can do well. I wish my result getting better from last semester. Amen. 

Monday, March 3, 2014

Eye's Operation?

Okay,this will be a short and simple entry.

Ada tak sapa sapa kat sini yang parents or grandparents korang pernah buat pembedahan mata (untuk buang selaput mata)?

Is it a dangerous operation or just a minor one? Is it really okay to get rid of that "selaput mata"?

I am asking because my dad will have his operation day soon. I wonder what is the side effects after the operation. I do hear some rumors saying they can't be exposed to sunlight. Not to sure if this is a correct info.

So if you people have some good tips to share,please kindly drop your comment below. I do need them for my daddy. And please if you have time,pray for my daddy too. Thanks guys.


Saturday, March 1, 2014

Simple Sweet Sour Saturday.

I just feel like wanna write something in English about my 1st March. It falls on Saturday & yey cause it's weekend. Sad thing is the TYT is being appointed today (recent one: TYT Pehin Sri Taib) and we have no holiday even if Sarawak changes TYT & Chief Minister. Hmm. Sorry but I just loved holiday way too much. Hahahahaha.

So how do I spend my day?
It's been an sweet & simple Saturday for me.
Okay,let's me summarize my first day of March.
. . . . . .
Waking up & realized that I'm a bit late so I go straight to the kitchen to cook spagethi for Mr.Love cause he promised me to come in the morning to eat breakfast together. Luckily,everything is well cooked & he enjoyed my very own handmade spagethi for him. Hehehehe

Then the most interesting part of the day come! I learned how to drive a car w Mr.Love today. Lols sounds funny when a person with driving license still learns how to drive but my driving skills had been rusting long long time agooooo. I drive like a crazy person but luckily didn't knock any car & safely arrived at home. But I think I am quite satisfied with my achievement in driving today. I can now drive on the road with a little more confident but entering parking space like HELL!!!! I AM JUST SO BAD AT PARKING SPACE!!!:(

As for wrap of terrible driving lesson,we go to Summer Mall & yessss Love bought me new shirt. And I am happy again & totally forgot about my TERRIBLE PARKING SKILLS. Hahahaha.

To end the beautiful sweet & sour Saturday,we both spend hours singing on karaokeparty. *A website where we can sing online & they will show us the marks we get after singing* It's very funny but we had too much fun.

For today,I am happy with my start for March. Hope March will bring you people happiness too. But remember this, A LIFE W/OUT A MISTAKE IS BORING. So,please do mistakes sometimes and learn. Like what I did during my driving lessons :P